I sleep less and less and lost a few pounds already. Seems to back to be skiny in my own sense. Do not know what happens ,it is just vegi breakfast, steak lunch and fruit dinner really makesme life as a rabbit, real one. It counts down to my day back home and I look forward to my shuizhuyu with Kyon, body massage (used to be once a week) and gossip talks with 8P. And see whether I can date a lot of old friends to just make up what I have been through in the three weeks.

 

No desire, no fear. Exactly how I feel now, even it would turn out not the case I expected. I just let it be as always since Lord already says so. Just let it be.

 

BTW, promoting CHInese culture is so critical and being funny is working to make people around you relax and talk mroe, which is so nice that German is not the only language I could hear two weeks ago. Whatever it turns out,  friends acorss the world are so important.

 

Eventually, early retirenment/recess for a few months not a bad idea at all.